Since yesterday, all I can think about is getting revenge. I want to save all of those animals, most of which probably have distemper, thanks to the shelter not doing anything about Barley having distemper. I honestly want to remove those animals from that shelter, then burn it down. I want to find the person who previously owned her, torture them, and leave them in the same pain they put her in. The same suffering. Can you give a human distemper??
But to what end will I go to get revenge? And would the means justify the ends? Would doing these things to these people really be able to console me? I don't think anything could, at this point... I mean, if it could not fix how I feel, then what would really be the point? It would not bring Barley back, for me. And in a sense, is that what I'd be trying to do. And would doing those things even be enough to justify her death? I don't know the answer to these questions...
I honestly am just depressed, and my depression is making me angry. I think. Or maybe it is thinking about, "who would DO those things to an innocent animal? to a baby?" It makes me so angry, every time I picture her lifeless little body being laid on that table, ever-so-gently. It pisses me off when I have to see that image in my head, over and over again. And I can't stop dreaming about her. My Barley.
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